I think I have become too caught up with achieving good marks on the course. Recently I have been feeling like everything I make is not good enough, and I'm not happy with my final outcomes. I think this is because I have begun to just 'tick boxes' in order to do well, instead of actually using this time to invest in the development of my own practice.
So I'm going to start focusing more on me... What I want to do and where I want to go. I want to spend more time using processes that won't always relate to the degree but that I have always wanted to try and think could become part of my practice when I leave - like printing onto fabric (and onto paper), embroidery and ceramics! :)
To be really honest its very veeeery hard to do this, because I can barely balance my workload in college with just the essentials of living - cleaning, cooking, eating, relaxing.. But I guess a good thing to do is to maybe try make these processes part of my briefs within college - OUIL505 being a good opportunity to do this...or to simply just make time because doing things that I want to do is important!
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